Monday, April 13, 2015
We went to Bub's house this weekend. T had a baseball game and then was baptized on Sunday. Mike couldn't to so he stayed at the house. I felt horrible leaving him. Thats not going to happen again. I was miserable with worry the whole time I was gone. He was doing fine and wanted me to go. I kept thinking of the night of the blood clot, and so many what ifs. He has the scan tomorrow. I want it and I don't if its bad news.... you know what I mean. This last time was a rough chemo week. All in all we are hanging on and trusting. A dear dear friends dad died of cancer. Her dad was there sometimes when Mike took his chemo. Reality. May you show and recieve kindness this week. hugs and love sent.