Well be had the CT scan the 7th and the spots are smaller and the large spots are no bigger. This is the new plan: Preop January19, surgery January27 (re hook up), a month off and surgery on the lungs, a rest then more chemo. We have been at this for more than a year. This last bit of waiting to see if the smaller spots had spread got me down and out. I didn't sleep for two days before the appointment. Its like it crashed on me all of it all at once. We got good news so I am pulling myself up by my boot straps. Mike just shut down thought I was going to loose him. He just slept and ate what he wanted.....which was not enough. Hes back on the path and gained 14 lbs. I was raised to just stand up and be that person , and you know it took all I could this round to muster up to forge on. I have gained so much weight... I cook he doesn't eat it and well I do. I have got to stop that.
Thank God I have prayer and Faith. I have learned alot about about friends and family alike during this time.
Its all about me now. Hair totally white ...I am loving it. Still knitting and crocheting cancer hats and about everything else that catches my eye. Been sick, but better now. Thanks to all that pray for us like I have said this before, but its true its no small thing. Blessing my Dears
